I think faith in God is a matter of how well one is able to convince oneself of something so thoroughly that there is no room left for doubt. So in a way, super-religious people impress me with their abilities to believe themselves.

I have been told that I don’t have enough faith because I don’t try hard enough to believe in God. That is true - I really don’t try hard enough, I don’t try at all. There is just a general lack of desire.